Gloom-a Reflection

Today is a wonderful day without doubt. The weather is wet. Sometimes, a cold breeze blew but most of the time the air is stable. I am sitting in my office but not in good humor. I do not know what is the matter with me . I am annoying towards others and is spending my time in irritated manner. I can easily say that this gloom in my air is the result of this weather. May be I am wrong. Most of the people in my part of the world don't like summers but i like it very much. A sunny day is like an energizer for me. I feel comfortable indoors, because outdoors is a bad idea but i can feel the warmth of the sun all around me(mind you i am not talking about heat). Warmth signify life while cold usually predict death, and this very much do for me. Because in such weather, my first recommendation is to have a cup of tea while sitting on my bed, with my blanket and then go to sleep. 

Going Back!!!

It was a very warm feeling, when after six years I again entered the room of my elder mama. We used to call her tai ami. Six years back, she died and that was the last time I visited my home in the village. Two days back when I sat down on the charpai (a kind of bed), I felt so much relaxed and at home. Yes there is a strange attachment with that place. It is in my blood. I can not describe it in words but it is there. Some people say that we must move on and forget the past, but I do not agree with the second part of the statement. Sometimes our past contain such love and warmth that keeps you alive in difficult situations. I don't know, why it took me six years to revisit my country home. Maybe it was the death of my elder mama but now I know that yes she is not alive and i won't see her again, but the warmth with which she used to welcome us home will remain there forever. This is blue bird signing out with the message that the person who is all loveliness may leave you one day, but the love and care of that person will remain alive in your heart and with you forever!!!:-)

Finally!!!!!

I have started taking pills without crushing them.
Well it's only been two days since this happen but I am hopeful that I will continue with this practice throughout my life and someday I will even forget how I used to behave and feel when I had to take a pill.
My mother hearing about it said , oh! it's a miracle. My sister said that means you are growing up. I liked her statement, even I had been wondering what would become of me if I had to go on like that forever. I was even deciding upon open up a factory of medicine for people like me. Well news of the day is that I can now take tablets and this has freed me from many troubles that might have encounter me in the course of life.

When You Believe.....

things happen for you. Not getting my point, let me explain my statement. Before that let me ask you a question. How a baby starts walking? well you had tried many times to make him walk you had hold his hands and had made him take many steps but as soon as you left let go that small he fell down till when one day you actually notice that he is getting up and taking steps all by himself. And sometimes you even miss to see him taking that first step which declare to the world, " Behold The World, Here I come!!!! This happens automatically when a baby believes that he can walk..........And he WALKS. So believe and things will happen for you. With this Blue bird is signing out....Always be Happy!!!

When I used to live here!!!!

Now a days, when the sun is again reaching the spring equinox, i am remembering the days when i used to live here. Trees are turning green, colors are rising to show themselves and i am remembering the old days.Every one advance in age, when you are a child you want to be treated as a grown up but once you grow up you want your childhood back. Today i want to live those days again. Its the same sun, same trees, same birds and their same songs, but i am not the same. The time has changed. The colors are also same but their place in my life has changed. Every day I miss those days, everyday i want to see the kites in the sky again, but dreams do not come true always!!!! 

One must live the days of his life fully. Its good to have memories. They make you smile even if you are alone. I remember when I used to live here, at this time of the year, we used to have our final exam and the Basant Festival was also being approached. Every day after coming back from school I used to go and sit on the roof and watched the sky. The festival has been banned now and we cannot fly kites but we can still celebrate the colors of spring. So enjoy this season and all its colors this is blue bird with all her abrupt ideas signing out! Always be Happy!!!:-) And stay blessed......

Dedication to The Car!!!! And its owner

As a university day scholar we have to get home every day on rickshaw but sometimes we get this opportunity to be dropped off home on Yaksan bhai's Car. now this particular car is better than any bus or jeep or helicopter that we are planning to buy because we are planning about them since the time we started going home together but until now we do not possess any of them but this wonderful car has actually droved us home many times.Its not only its presence that is overwhelming any other supercool car of the era but also because even if we overload it and drive it over a bridge through a bad weather, with hailing and shower it never failed us. so good a car yes oldman is absolutely right about old is gold.

When we are going to leave this university and going to have a good job a wonderful car of our own we are gonna miss this car, its a treasure and i will make sure that one day i will buy it a place in the museum of man-made history even if such a museum doesnot exist i will creat one and place there this wondrous vehicle of Yaksan Azam, his miserable Cell phone, his old bag, his big lunch box, and last but not the least his scotch tape!!!!!! :-p