Alone!!!!

Nothing in this world is as bad as loneliness. I was not aware of it at first. It was nothing to me. I had never felt it in my childhood. You must be why i am saying this.....i must be having many friends around me but it was not so at that time. I had no such friends. But i was happy because i was not used to be in company then. i remember my annual Christmas play's practices, that hall of the Cathedral church surrounded with so many children my loneliness used to be my only companion. It was my own choice. Then time changed and as i grew up i got a friend, a dear one, yes a very dear one who remained with me at all times. If she was not physically present with me, i was assured of her support, she was there for me whenever i needed her and is still with me, i know. I trust her and she is a gift to me.
College started and i was surrounded with a group of girls who stayed with me without any purpose. They taught me how to live in a group and how to share with each other those were the best days of my life. They made my days meaningful and i become so used to them that the absence of anyone of them was very much felt. My most memorable day with them was 4th of December, 2009. A triumph!!! against loneliness. I miss them all very much now.
Today, i Spent my time with a group of friends who live in a 'Pride'. I am a part of this pride and we are making our each day memorable.
Whenever i look back and peep into the early days of my life, i found them empty and colorless, there is nothing to remember no tear, no laugh this is the time that spent all alone. And it left my mind empty but I am glad that now i have good and best memories to rely upon when a crowd make me feel alone. This is Blue bird signing out with a wish that everyone have someone in their lives to add color.
God bless you!!!!!

When you have nothing to do!!!!!

you just sit idle.....nah you start doing strange stuff, like making paper planes or drawing a picture of your friend. Sometimes you turn on the television and try to watch a serial but end up with channel searching. Then you just try to read a book but that also don't last long. How boring is this all????
You try to do some research on the mythical stories of gods and goddesses of Greeks, Egyptians or some other civilization, they remain your interests for nearly 1.5 hour but then you get tired. And after doing all this stuff 4 or 5 hours are already past and you end up writing a blog that has no purpose. ha!!!!